Goresan Pertama di Buku Sketsa Baru

Udah lama enggak. 

Entah berapa tahun lamanya.

[Coffee Shop Karawang] KA Roastery Puri

 

Hari ini [25/3/2026] ngopi di Karawang, tepatnya di K.A Roastery Puri Telukjambe. Coffee Shop ini punya dua cabang, yang satu di dekat Perumnas Karawang. Yang satu lagi --yang saya kunjungi hari ini-- lebih dekat ke arah perumahan Peruri.

Tadi berangkat dari Jakarta sekitar jam 10 pagi, sampai di sini hampir jam 12 siang. Yang saya pesan pertama adalah kopi mocktail yang namanya "I Feel Am Yours" dan seporsi tape goreng. Tadinya mau pesan pisang goreng, sayangnya belum tersedia. Wajar sih ada menu-menu yang kosong, karena masih dalam suasana libur lebaran 2026.

Evening Tea and Dimsum at Imperial Kitchen Festive Krw

On my way to tea

Few weeks ago on Friday, me strolling alone after rescheduling my going back home Travel bus. In the mood of having some tea with a proper pot and cup, and so to Imperial Kitchen I went.

Not really picky of the tea I want, but I know I can have a hot crysantemum tea there. And usually, that's what I ordered when I went there.

Kepengen Minum STMJ tapi Malah Minum Cokelat Cabe

 

Mug sapi difoto pakai kamera yang lensanya berjamur, gak dapat fokus obyeknya

Kepengen minum STMJ. Belum move on dari STMJ kota Malang kemarin. Pelik sekali urusan lidah ini memang.

Hari ini ceritanya melakukan perjalanan kembali ke kota Jakarta, dari kota sebelah berpelat T ituu. PP ke Karawang rasanya udah kaya PP ke Tangerang atau Bekasi aja, serasa dekat. Lalu di jalan mulai kepengen yang enggak-enggak, yaitu pengen minum STMJ. 

Belajar Istirahat Tanpa Merasa Bersalah

Jadi ceritanya memasuki minggu  ketiga (?) Januari 2026 ini, aktivitas saya adalah dapur dan kasur. Bikin kopi, bikin cokelat, buka laptop, lalu tidur siang. Sungguh lah nikmat dan menyenangkan sekali. Jadi gak sengaja nih, menikmati periode "doing nothing" di rumah. Berusaha menikmati dan belajar istirahat tanpa merasa bersalah. Beberapa tahun belakangan ini, sungguh lah saya jarang di rumah. Kebanyakan ada di situs proyek, bekerja sebagai kuli proyek.

Hah, istirahat? Hah, doing nothing? Hah? Apaitu?

Happy Birthday, Sister!!

Happy birthday, Umi Setyaningsih!

Time freeze at your 38th, when it was 2016, 10 years ago. Today should be your 48th, if you're still alive. I wish your next life will be full of wealth, abudance, and happiness. You'll be free from the worldly burden.

Happy New Year 2026!

Hey, it’s year 2026 and I’m still alive.

Today is January 4th, 2026. Just woke up from my slumbering. I slept from December 31st, 2025 and I was like zombieing for the past few days. Not checking my phone much, not interacting much. What I did basically: sleep, eat, playing games, dracin, sleep. Repeat.

Oh, I never thought I will visit this page again. Maybe after this, I can visit my other page and writing something longer than this. Gonna double post this article into my Tumblr and Blogspot.

[Review] Mengetik dengan Mechanical Keyboard Paradox Gaming GHOST ZX84

Jadi ceritanya saya membeli meminjam keyboard Paradox Gaming Ghost ZX84. Lalu sekarang ini saya pakai untuk dites bagaimana pengalaman saya dengan keyboard ini, pemakaiannya enak atau gak. Saya yang beli sih, tapi bukan untuk saya, ceritanya keyboard ini adalah hasil ngeracunin titipan teman. 

[Journal] Deg-degan dan Gugup yang Mengantarkan Page of Swords

Saya baru saja selesai wawancara kerja daring dan saya DEG-DEGGGAAAAAN BANGEEET! Entah kenapa kali ini saya gugup, cemas, dan jantung saya tidak berhenti berdegup. (Ya kalo berhenti berdegup namanya tidak hidup dong, Jeng?) Eh, maksudnya berdegup kencang sekali. Sekencang rindu aku sama kamu. (Eh gimana?) Iya, gitu bener maksudnya, sekalian curhat dikit.

[Journal] Bisingnya Dunia di Luar Kepala Saya Malam Ini

Sejujurnya, Saya tidak tahu ingin menulis apa, yang jelas saya merasa ingin menuangkan isi kepala saya supaya sedikit tenang DAN BISA TIDUUUR. Saat ini hari Minggu dini hari dan saya baru pulang ke rumah. Pulang dari malam mingguan dengan agenda (ahey!) melantai (dansa) di kelab malam di bilangan Jakarta Selatan, salah satu pusat berkumpulnya anak gaul Jakarta.

Kalau dilihat dari kondisi badan sebenarnya sudah lelah karena sekian jam non-stop jejingkrakan dan bergoyang mengikuti musik yang dimainkan oleh DJ dari kelab tersebut. Akan tetapi, isi kepala saya masih berisik dan belum ingin undur diri istirahat atau tidur. Badan jompo minta dipijat lalu tidur tapi keriuhan suasana dunia malam tersebut masih mengisi kepala saya.

Workshop Mural in Shoes with Bartega in Jenius Cocreation Week 2022

Event Jenius Cocreation Week 2022 alias CCW 2022 akhirnya adaaaa laaagiii dan diadakan secara luring alias offline. Akhirnya bisa ikutan workshop atau seminar secara langsung tanpa melalui layar kaca lagi. Di acara ini banyak seminar dan workshop yang menarik, pengennya sih ikut semua, baik yang gratis maupun berbayar, namun apa dayaaaa, waktu dan kantong tidak memungkinkan. 

Beberapa workshop yang ingin banget saya ikuti adalah workshop foto bersama kak Rendra dan workshop Mural Sepatu bersama Bartega. Daftar pas early bird itu murah banget, cuma 120rb per workshop, lumayan diskon 50rb dibandingkan OTS (on The Spot) yang harganya normal 170rb per kelas.

Sayangnyaaaa, saya gak yakin bisa datang, jadi sampai menjelang hari H, saya belum daftar juga. Agak menyesal sih daftar pas hari H tuuu, selain lebih mahal, terus dikasihnya sepatu yang besar, nomor 42. Jadi gak mungkin bisa saya pakai, orang rumah juga gak ada yang punya kaki nomor segitu.

[Journal] Sh*t Happened and My #EnergizerBodat is Missing!!

My #EnergizerBodat is missing and now I feel so sad and depressed and guilty. 

I cannot expressed how I actually feel right now. Seriously, I have no words to say. I'm freezed and I cannot even think about anything from the moment I heard that she's missing.

It was raining cat and dog, thunderstorm. The weather that she hates because she's afraid of thunder. Just like every other dog in this universe, maybe. The problem is, I'm not at home, I don't even coming back home that day because I'm working and going to held an event. I need to standby early in the morning because I have opening ceremony I need to run.

[Journal] Not Sh*t Happened, It's COVID-19 Pandemic Happened

Hello, world.

It's been a while since I came here and write something. Too much things happened for the past (almost) 3 years since my last post. It's not shit happened, it's pandemic happened. It's called COVID-19 pandemic, coronavirus disease of 2019.

It started at the end of 2019, but the massive world lockdown started from around February - March 2020.

I blinked and suddenly two years has passed.

[Journal] Muddy

You know, when I’m AFK, I have a lot of things in my mind that i want to say, I want to write it down. But now, when I finally sitting down in front of the writing device, I seem cannot recall what I want to say. My minds become foggy and muddy, (what I had in mind) it feels like London at night in Victorian era. London that I watched on the movies, of course, since I haven’t had the opportunity to go there by myself. 

Well, maybe someday. I always had this dream, to go to United Kingdom one day.

[Journal] I'm a Lazy* Perfectionist Girl

What is lazy perfectionist (from my POV)?

Someone who wants everything to be perfect, yet too lazy (or having executive dysfunction* in some case) to make it perfect.

Who is the one perfectionist but lazy?

Yes, correct. It’s me.

Which One Are You: Do You Love Yourself More Than You Hate Yourself or Otherwise?

Which one are you? Do you love yourself more or do you hate yourself more? 

I used to hate myself. Alot.

Well, I still do now, but I'm trying to love ME MYSELF more.

People were always bullying me even from I was a kid. Some people at school used to told me that I am pretty, so that's why they don't like it and they bullied me (for having pretty face).

At school, I used to hate myself because they told me I'm pretty. I hate to be pretty because it's hurt, mentally. I don't feel I'm pretty because I looks like nerd at school. Glasses, skinny and bony, pony tail hair, and with manga in my bag that I read in class time (ehe).

Four Years Ago..

July 20th | 01:36


4 years ago.
Few hours before, just before midnight.
I was busy looking for doctor and ambulance.

4 years ago.
I came home and found an already cold body.

4 years ago.
Then I was busy crying while hugging a cold body.

4 years ago.
I lost my dad.

4 years ago.
He's gone forever...


It's four years already,
and I still hate July......

[Journal] Monday Blogwalking

For quite some times, I've been itching to write something to put under label [Journal], but I don't know what to write. It's not because I don't have anything in mind, but maybe it's because too much thought swimming in my chaotic mind. I just don't know where to start, like usual.

Today (Monday, April 24th, 2018), Raining. I just doing things on my bed. Sleeping until noon (I fell asleep around 6 PM. Ha!) because of coughing all night long. Since I cannot sleeping, so I was reading (and finishing!) a novel from Diana Palmer, Dangerous (Long Tall Texan series). I've been obsessed with the series lately. The series itself has already around 50 something books. It tells about people who live in Jacobsville county, Texas. Most of them were ranchers, cowboys. I don't even know that the city name was real or no. I might look for it later.

[Journal] The Journey To Love Myself, Part 1

There are some times that I wish I were someone else. Someone else richer, prettier, slimmer, smarter, braver, and everything i think I am not; or maybe still me but the better version of me. I don't know why i think about all that. Maybe because i am not satisfied with myself and my life. Maybe because I am not happy with myself and my life. Maybe because I hate myself and everything. Maybe because of all that, and some other things, too. I don't know..

I often daydreaming about if only. Most of the time is about if only i were rich, like Richie Rich rich. I could buy anything money could buy in the world. I might sad, just like now, but I can travel and go other places with the hope that it could help me heal myself.

But I was also think about hapiness. If I were rich, would I be happier than now? Maybe. Maybe not.

[Journal] Monday Getaway

The view from sate kiloan PSK at Puncak Pass 

I (well, we are) was so impulsive yesterday. When we're on our way to go to my therapist, Mr. A suddenly said something about going up to Puncak. Well, why not? But the problem is I will be teaching my privat class after my therapy session.

It's been more than a month, I supposed, when I have my last accupressure therapy session. Last month, I was exhausted working (and frikkin' stressed out too) and to tired to go anywhere on the weekend. So, I missed alot of my therapy sessions. I was planning to go last Saturday, but it didn't work out since I was tired omw there. So I went back home half way.